I have been out of sorts lately, and I realized I haven't been writing on mu blogbenough...at all.
A lot has happened in the almost six months since I last published.
I have learned to listen when I tell myself I don't have to stress. I have actually been losing myself in my own stories and have been making a point to read and write. 'Friends' kicked to the curb, being found by a FRIEND (one of the few people I can disagree with on big stuff and not want to strangle).
That last one is what I want to write about. He reminded me that aside from what I have come to beleive about myself is bullshit. I do habr an open mind. That I can hold different beleifs (sometimes polar opposite) from my friends; be able to talk, disagree, and be honest with each other not worrying about whether or not we hurt feelings.
All those differences that ended friendships, I realized were never si much about the difference on morals and/or opinions. They were just the deal breakers.
I wish we were closer, but I am so happy he put forth so much effort into tracking my lazy ass down. I want so bad to introduce my loved ones to his.
Love ya, bud.
