Maybe not wanting to be around people has to do with that.
I've always had this. It is interesting to note that this is not restricted toward negative confrontation. I have to work myself up to call people on the phone, even my friends.
Not wanting to make conversation with people is, more specifically, a fear of having to listen to them.
Inane conversation, communication that has nothing to do with anything we need to do or serves a purpose, like empty platitudes (I'm sorry for your loss, to name one). Knowing what they did that day, unless it involved a shootout or a life revelation or funny story, I don't want to know. Just because you are a friend does not negate the feeling of wanting to drive a rivet through my eye.
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